| wow its been ages since I've been on xanga. lifes changed completely since my last entry. well.. thats about it |
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| Dang. nobody ever comments me  well uhh I guess I just like talking to myself on xanga cause I'm such a loser. saw grudge w/ my homies today.. it was ok, but idk. just felt a lil weird. wats funny is.. the first time i saw the movie I loved it, but the second time was just lame. idk why, i mean I'm not seeing anything different. anyways uhh not much up lately.. homecomming? well no date for me, but prob end up going w/ friends. |
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| well I got written up today (at work) for being late. 2 times in a row. in which I called in for.. wtf. damn sometimes I just wonder to myself why I stay there at banana when I could get any job I want with my experience, I mean I could go to AE or Abercrombie and fitch, but no.. I decide to stay at Banana... why? then again I really need the longivity cause I seem to quit all my jobs like every 2-3 months. maybe a lil later.. we'll see. |
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| Well I got ditched today, and honestly it feels... bad. unfortunately. I don't know I didn't think it would affect me that much, but it just hurt, a lot. I think I'm falling for her. It's weird because I know we're friends, but I don't know, I just care about her a lot, and when she goes out with him, I know she'll be safe, but I just don't trust him, and him with her. perhaps I sound jealous. but I just worry and care about her, and getting ditched by her today to spend time with him kinda... hurtful. I just know what to do. Theres this girl at lunch. and I can't keep my eyes off of her, she's gorgeous. I've only talked to her once, but I'm gullible. damn if only she knew how much I like her. she must think i'm some desperate stalker that glare at her from across the lunch room. well it's my little secret, maybe I'll talk to her somemore one day. |
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| I don't know whats up with me... - I'm taking my work too seriously, I don't know if thats a good or bad thing, but I don't know I'm starting to worry and get crazy at work, cause I'm their #1 Sales, and I don't know I wanna stay in that position, but it's so hard, cause stupid people wont come in the store. and I don't know I just wanna be number 1. ALL THE TIME. damn I'm too selfish. - I'm starting to slack in school. I just crammed 2 weeks worth of U.S History in 35 minutes. - Language Arts is killing my GPA. but surprisingly I have a 89 in Physics the highest grade in the class which I think is ridiculous. - I'm about to spend $120 on clothes and food tomorrow at the mall of georgia w/ Sayma, Denis, Dijan, and Nafisa. just for the heck of it. - too many things on my mind. |
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